Oh My Gosh!

I almost feel alive today!

It is the best I have felt in exactly one week!

Yay!

Now last night was another story. I don't know what was going on. I felt so bad.

I know I have neglected my blog. I just haven't felt like doing any posting.

I haven't even wanted to enter any giveaways.

I had to stop my antidepressants last week. So the last time I had any was Thursday 11/11.

Well I called the doctor the other day (I wasn't sure if I was supposed to feel the way I was)

and I explained to them that I  was really hurting and running to the bathroom. Every time I 

drink anything I was going to the bathroom. So I didn't know if everything was going the 

way it should. I was tired. I didn't want to move. Wow, I guess I am alive! To think back

to how I felt the other day I have came a long way. Yay me!

Oh.. antidepressants, I have been on them since my Dad passed away in 1999. Life is rough.

If I can take a pill and feel like I am living and not just going through the motions...give me the pill.

Anyway they told me to call my regular doctor and have them call me in one that is not extended release.

Well, they got me one called in and I went to Walmart to get it. I took that last night. Crushing pills

it not for me.   NASTY!  I don't know if that is what made me feel so sick last night or

what made me fell so better today???  I am supposed to take this 2 times a day. I really have been putting

it off this morning. I think I will go ahead and take it for today. I remember a friend cutting & braking her meds when she had her surgery. (actually when she came back to work) I don't want anything to

stop my top of my stomach. I don't know yet!

Now I am probably going from one thing to the other so if I am, forgive me.

Ok, time for me to get off the computer for a little while.

Thank you all for your emails, comments and thoughts and prayers!